So I had this moment the other day of me being all sad and sorrowful and everything. I was on the phone with my sister and Shay said "Jon, your pathetic." And like a flash of lightening a had an A-Ha moment. (Cue the lightbulb) I had that image in my mind of that episode of Friends "The One With All The Wedding Dresses" and Rachel answers the door in the wedding dress and its her Boyfriend Josh-Uah and she opens it and says I do and Josh-Ua sees her in the dress and freaks and says "I gotta go." It isn't all in the same setting and I still do not know why that image came playing in my mind but it did and I laughed cuz my reaction was the same as Rachel's. She realizes yup, that was my bad, my bad timing, well that sucks, and she says "Yeah, well, that oughta do it." And I had that exact moment on my bed, I eventually went on to have one of the best nights I've had in a long time. Friends are good for the soul.
Life gave me lemons that I made lemonade with, now the lemonade went bad. Life still goes on...
JB